Audrey Chin

Nov 11, 20201 min

Coming to Grips (1)

Updated: Jun 10, 2022


 
It has taken a long time for me to face the reality of my mother's passing. She left in March 2020. It's only now that I've begun to process it all.
 
My doodles opened the door for the words to creep back in. Let's see what happens next...


 
I've been wondering
 
How you left
 
Were you entangled
 
In those sheets you shared
 
For more than half a lifetime
 
Jingling and jangling
 
With all that jewelry
 
He looped and chained
 
On you
 


 
Were you led away floating
 
Held by the ecstasy
 
Of a greater LOVE
 
Like Solomon's bride
 


 
Or did you break free
 
Like a flame
 
Rising
 


 
I want to think
 
You chose the fire
 
But I'll never know
 
Will I?

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